ROOT..

27/05/09

hmm...
it happened yesterday...
but the bitter root is there since long ago....
i really don knw hw to face them...
i oso don understand why she have to say like that each time we plan on something...
until the day i heard the news then i knw why...
5years of friendship...
hw come still she don knw wat kind of human i m..
nw, i can only pray & ask GOD to remove the bitter root in me..

WHO AM I

Through GOD's grace I am who I am today....
This reminds me of a song :

Who am I that the LORD of all the Earth,

whould cares to knw my name,
whould cares to feel my hurts...

Who am I that bright &morning STARS,
whould choose to light the way,
for my ever wonderings heart~~~

Not because of who i am,
but because of what YOU've done~~
Not because of what I've done
but because of who you are~~~

I am a flower quickly fating
here today & gone tomorrow
and YOU tell me who I am~~~
I am YOURS (x2)

22/05/09

Hmm..I feel difficult to breath..
why, so much of things to do??
Really made me tired..
don't even need to do but think only!!
Ohh, my loafs of BURDEN..
when are you going to leave me?!
You all going to be here I knew..
till the end of each of our live!!
I understand that this is so call..
LIVE!!!!!!

LIVE, full of challenges...
LIVE, with sweet,sour,salty & bitter..
LIVE, full of colours..
LIVE, like a bridge that leads you 2all directions..
that's....LIVE!!!!

WHy

Sometimes I wonder why do we need to depand on others..
Why??
Sometimes I wonder why do we need friends..
Why??
Sometimes I wonder why do humans on the earth so seifish..
Why??
Sometimes I wonder why am I so lonely..
Why??
Sometimes I wonder why people suffer so much..
Why??
Sometimes I wonder why people say no $ no talk..
Why??
Sometimes I wonder why there are so many people facing problems..
Why??

No doubt there are plenty of WHY in each 1of us bt somehw we have no way 2find out the answer...
Do all of them have an answer 4each??
I think YES, GOD says: "when you ask & you shall be given; when you seek you shall find; when you knock on the door the shall be open."

Yes, I do believe...what about you my friends??
If yeah you do agree then take action by not asking so much why, yet see further & turn the DIAMOND(why) around & be GLAD you are here & you are who you are!!!

Cameron Trip

I went there on tuesday...kind a tiring sitting in the car 4few hours!!When you are reading & looking at the pictures you will realiz there lost some of the nice & fun place cz the 1 who drive was lost so we all din hv the chance to visit the BEE FARM,STREWBERRY FARM, BUTTERFLY FARM, & TEA FARM..
It was exiting(when we are on our way).We keep talking like the bees & thiking where to go bt in the end we actually din make it. its a bit sad but nvm la i go again next time...i MUST visit all the place that i dun get to...
The trip was fun but not as happy as i think la haha...still ok la...hmm..thank GOD actually HE is soooo good give me a day 2rest!!!


P/S: who wants to join nextime plz save $ & let me know hehe we go together k????hahaha...

the next morning, we went for canopy walk...the bridge is really high yet it wasn't scary at all haha...we must be mad cz we were dancing & singing on it while walking...it made our arms tired...FUN

the 2nd picture is the view outside our apartment...the white in colour are not clouds but fogs..

the 1st picture is the view out2 but it was after the fogs scene....nice kan?really hard 2see in KL..

Nice room kan?i oni meant the room nt the doll that sitting there k?

haha...it is 1of the room..we use it 4reading & jumping...

hehe..bt i din jump on it la, later the bed ROSAK!!

Do i look like a nut?haha...

hmm..

I think i don't, i look...right??

hmm...

this is where we have our dinner,while waiting la...nth 2do so take pic luuu...

We stay in the STREWBEERY PARK RESORT & this is the place

the building was kind a old but the view is not, it is SUPER EXTREMELY beatiful!!!!

the resort offer a lot of program for HUMAN to go...sure need to pay la...

Look blur...
Do you know why?We were so sleepy during that time & when we all jump down there & place our feet there the water woke us upppp!!!!!
Cool & windly....

hmmm...obviously this is a waterfall la..
it is far before Cameron...
so we just take a break there..
it is so strong that i almost flow together with the water!!

hehe...is the shoes nice?haha..wen you saw it did you think of The Cinderella's GLASS SHOES?hmm..I guess you don't but i do!!! haha..hmm...it is my sis GLASS SLIPPER.Although it was not as beautiful as that in the cartoon but ok la...haha..if you like it do go VINNCI to 5out.

TIRED~~~~~~

hmmm...tired weeks n daysss..

hw come huh??

i oso don't knw, t oni thing i knw is TIRED!!

wat about u my friend??

are u feeling the same as i do??

u knw what, OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN is there...

hmm....yes we all should rest on HIM...

HE is saying my child come 2me n lay down all ur worries...

bt, i reply: O LORD im tired really tired &....

I was lost n don't knw the way back HOME!!!

A CAKE FULL OF LOVE??

nice??haha...is a cake 4mom..today v did hv a nice time 2ght..v all woke up super early gt ready 2hv DIM SUM...wow, delicious!!

thn 2day i chat with 1of my church member, we bith share so much & our relationship hv been closer...haha..great..thank GOD!!!

YES, I know!!

08/05/09
Yes, I knw...
LORD, u will never leave me nor 4sake me...
Yes, I knw...
FATHER, u love me more than any other things...
Yes, I knw...
LORD, u have AGAPE love (unconditional love)...
Yes, I knw...
FATHER, u will guide me through my long LIFE...
Yes, I knw...
LORD, u will protect me under ur wings &...
Yes, I knw...
FATHER, under ur wings I will 5REFUGE...

(A LETTER TO FATHER IN HEAVEN)

BIG BLUE??

08/05/09
did u all c the BIG BLUE?? the real & alive 1 lagi BIG & nice leh....haha i went with 2 gila frens...FUN!!all that abt animals is nice 2knw & good 2knw.hmm....the little human thr is MEeeee....

ORCHID???

07/05/09

Haha...guess wat is tat? hmmm...i went 2t orchids' farm with my god mom,mel & michelle....v hv fun thr...they r All pretty!!!! i m happy cz i talk a lot with them. it has been long din chat wif them...Michelle has grown TALL almost taller than MEL111 wahahahahaaaaa.....


P/S: MEL if u hop in to read plz help me to let michelle knw..TQ
FRENSHIP 4EVER & MAY OUR FATHER B OUR LINK!!

Happy Labour Day

Nice?? hahaaaa...I knw wat u thinking abt...I dont meant the girl in the picture bt the orange in colour thingy...obvious its on the labour day laaa...haha...that day my family & I ate soooo FULL!!!Till cnt walk!!cn u imagine??hmm..next post I will show u the pictures of us eatinngggg...

Good Beginning

Ice skating with jiejie and fren...that is my 1st time of playing this game!!Bt u knw wat...I din fall down nt even once yet I learn to play bt nt mastered laaa...hmm..if u r free may think of asking me out 4ice skating oooooo....nice to play!!x fell embarrass that v dont knw bt thank GOD we hv the heart 2learn & play ooooo....

Great Mothers' Day Celebration

Heheheeeee...celebrating mothers' day with the family...this year the celebration will be FUN bcoz mother requested A BIG EXPANSIVE FEAST frm us!!!wow, sounds scary right?!! bt ok la...once in a year maa...WISH & PRAY THAT EVERY1 of U HV A GREAT MOTHERS' DAY CELEBRATION & GET CHANCE TO DRAW CLOSER TO UR SIBLINGS!!!

Happy Chrismas

Celebrating Chrismas at JOGOYA...hving buffet...

Getting ready at home 2go out!! we went 2shopping & had BIG FEAST!!wahahaaaa...delicious & happy!!Sooo..cheers!

A Special Day of My Life

this is a real special day 4me!! I had come 2life with THE LORD MY GOD...its on the EASTER..Im getting baptist on that day after 9years beliving in CHRIST!! kan, a special day??

They are my church member, my pastor,church eldest &......

Day of Missing Some1

After I had shifted to stay with mom I do miss my dad alot.I really dont undstd why he need me to choose between him @ mom.I have been here with mom 4almost 5months there are many many many times I wish to call him & 5out how was him but the feeling of fear jz raise w/o my permission...hwcome?I do really really feel lik crying ,I dont undstd n sometimes I will even think whethere do I still hv the chance 2chat & joke lik last time with him @ i alr lost my own father?Bt I will only pray & believe there will be chances 4both of us to meet...Yes, I do BELIEVE!Pray that w/o me his life is still colourful & GOD will send people along the way to be fren & ears to him whenever he needs.

A New Beginning

Today, there are 2college mate came 2me & made me felt annoyed n I cnt undstd y sometimes somethg that u never think of will happen...I do wish we can all be frens share thoughts n feelings 2gther! But THANK GOD HE bless me with plenty of patient & love to 4gv...yeah,it is possible to gt that happen bcoz of the heart n hope I hv...sooooo...I shall cheer up (SMILE)!!!