Day of Missing Some1

After I had shifted to stay with mom I do miss my dad alot.I really dont undstd why he need me to choose between him @ mom.I have been here with mom 4almost 5months there are many many many times I wish to call him & 5out how was him but the feeling of fear jz raise w/o my permission...hwcome?I do really really feel lik crying ,I dont undstd n sometimes I will even think whethere do I still hv the chance 2chat & joke lik last time with him @ i alr lost my own father?Bt I will only pray & believe there will be chances 4both of us to meet...Yes, I do BELIEVE!Pray that w/o me his life is still colourful & GOD will send people along the way to be fren & ears to him whenever he needs.